Doja Cat opens up about alcohol struggles and past cocaine use
Synopsis
Key Takeaways
Rapper Doja Cat has publicly addressed her past battles with alcohol and drug use, sharing a candid and emotionally raw account through a series of videos posted on TikTok. The 30-year-old artist, speaking from Los Angeles, said she is grateful her substance-related struggles are now behind her.
What Doja Cat Said
In her TikTok series, Doja Cat acknowledged having had 'problems' with alcohol, while stopping short of calling herself an alcoholic. She also disclosed a past struggle with cocaine, which she said occurred approximately eight years ago. 'I've never had a real problem with drugs, except for weed, but alcohol is something that I definitely have had a problem with, I was never an alcoholic, but I definitely had problems,' she said.
On the cocaine disclosure, she stated: 'I have struggled with cocaine, I think could have been like eight years ago, but I'm well past that, so thank God.'
On Fear, Healing and Going Public
Doja Cat explained that she was hesitant to post the videos but felt compelled to do so as part of a personal philosophy around confronting fear. 'I really don't want to make this TikTok because I have fear in my heart and I was taught I should do something that scares me every day. If I'm on any journey to healing and so I'm going to do it,' she said.
She also addressed online perceptions of her as 'demonic,' connecting that narrative directly to the influence of substance use and unaddressed mental health struggles. 'If one wants to create demonic instances or imagery that person will drink, involve alcohol, drugs and addiction, really anything and combine it, not always, with uncared for undiagnosed mental illness,' she explained.
The Role of the Internet in Her Struggles
Doja Cat pointed to social media as a compounding factor in her mental health challenges during that period. She described 'using the internet as a means of validation to the negative thoughts in my head which were then brought on by drinking alcohol' — a candid acknowledgement of how online engagement can intensify psychological distress.
She cautioned against combining substance use with unregulated internet consumption, calling it 'not good' to 'pair these two things together.'
Context and Significance
Doja Cat, born Amala Ratna Zandile Dlamini, has been one of the most prominent figures in global pop and hip-hop over the past several years. Her decision to speak openly about addiction and mental health adds her voice to a growing number of artists publicly discussing the psychological toll of fame. Notably, she framed the disclosure not as a confession but as an act of healing — a distinction that sets a considered tone for the conversation.
With the videos already drawing significant attention, her account is likely to prompt wider discussion around mental health support for artists navigating public life and social media scrutiny.