Rajeev Khandelwal reveals claustrophobia battle during struggling days on 'Tum Ho Naa'
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Key Takeaways
Actor Rajeev Khandelwal has opened up about battling claustrophobia during his early years in the industry, sharing a candid account on the upcoming episode of the reality show 'Tum Ho Naa- Ghar Ki Superstar', which he hosts. The confession offers a rare personal glimpse into the hardships he faced while making the journey from Delhi to Mumbai as a struggling actor.
The Rajdhani Express Confession
Khandelwal recalled how his claustrophobia would surface during overnight train journeys on the Rajdhani Express, specifically while lying on the top berth of the Third AC coach. In his own words: 'Main Delhi se Mumbai aaya karta tha jab struggle kar raha tha, toh woh train hoti thi Rajdhani humaari. Uska jo Third AC ka compartment hota tha, uski top berth par jab main leta tha, toh mujhe lagta tha ki yaar yeh toh band ho raha hai.'
He described feeling suffocated by the limited space above the berth, adding that he would leave his seat, walk to the end of the coach, and open the train door just to breathe. On one occasion, when a ticket checker found him standing outside his compartment, Khandelwal said he could only explain: 'Kya bataun sir aapko, main AC compartment mein hoon aur hawa le raha hoon' — essentially telling the checker he was in an air-conditioned coach yet standing by the door for fresh air.
How He Chose to Face the Fear
Rather than avoiding confined spaces, Khandelwal said he made a deliberate choice to confront his fear head-on. He recounted visiting an underground tunnel during a trip abroad, knowing it was well-lit and safe, yet feeling the familiar dread. He pushed himself through it anyway.
'Jab dar itna haavi ho jaaye aap par ki aap khud ko usmein jhonk do, kahin na kahin agar aap mein himmat hai, toh aap tair kar uss taraf nikal hi jaayenge,' he said — meaning that when fear threatens to overwhelm you, throwing yourself into it is often the only way through, provided you have the courage to keep going.
The Broader Philosophy on Fear
Khandelwal also shared a more introspective admission: that what unsettles him most is not fear itself, but the absence of it. He said he sometimes worries about why he does not feel afraid, suggesting a level of self-awareness that goes beyond the claustrophobia anecdote. He noted that he has largely managed to overcome his fear of confined spaces through repeated self-exposure — a method consistent with what behavioural therapists describe as gradual desensitisation.
About the Show
'Tum Ho Naa- Ghar Ki Superstar' is a reality format hosted by Khandelwal that features candid conversations and personal revelations from its participants. The episode featuring these disclosures is set to air shortly. The show adds to Khandelwal's recent visibility on the small screen after a career that has spanned television, film, and OTT platforms.
The actor's willingness to discuss personal vulnerabilities on a mainstream platform reflects a broader shift in Indian entertainment, where celebrity candour around mental and emotional struggles is increasingly welcomed by audiences.