Susmita Mukherjee on C-grade films: 'I sold my soul' to repay ₹1 crore loan
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Veteran actress Susmita Mukherjee, best known for her role in Golmaal Returns, has opened up about one of the darkest chapters of her career — taking up C-grade films to repay a ₹1 crore loan after her production company collapsed in 2002. In a candid video shared on social media, the actress described the financial and emotional toll that forced her into choices she still finds difficult to revisit.
The Collapse of Prayas Production
Mukherjee revealed that in 2002, she and her husband lost their media venture, Prayas Production, to bankruptcy. 'Along with us, Track Cinema and Anil Chaudhary Production, we all went bankrupt. Because at that time, a new era of technology had come. Angel Investment and Venture Capital, we didn't know anything about technology. So obviously, we went bankrupt,' she explained. The debt amounted to ₹1 crore — a significant sum that brought creditors and recovery agents to her doorstep while her children were still young.
Why She Took the Work She Did
'Someone asked me, 'Ma'am, why did you act in bad films?' I was shocked because it's a very disturbing thing to go back to my life and say, why did I act in such sexist, C-grade films, films derogatory to women. But I worked in good films, not pornography, God, but just bad films, bad choices. So I did, and did I sell my soul? Of course I sold my soul. Did I feel good about it? I didn't feel good then. I still don't feel good about it, but it was my helplessness,' she said. She and her husband worked for 3–4 years to clear the debt, channelling every earning toward repayment.
Funding Her Daughter's Education Abroad
Alongside the debt burden, Mukherjee also prioritised sending her daughter to study overseas. 'She was doing well in her studies, so I started sending her abroad... she went to study in Australia and New Zealand. So I had to earn for that too. So I made those choices,' she said. She noted that her husband, whom she described as a nationalist, had initially questioned the need to study abroad when India had good institutions — but she followed her instinct.
No Regrets, But No Pride Either
Despite the hardships, Mukherjee says she carries no regrets. 'Of course, I have no regrets, not at all. I taught them well, they are on their feet,' she said. At the same time, she was unflinching about her feelings toward that body of work: 'I am not so proud of a lot of work I have done.' She framed her experience as a lesson in understanding one's own motivations for earning — whether for security, creative satisfaction, family, or ambition.
Where She Stands Today
Mukherjee says she is now selective about every project she takes on. 'But now I don't do any work that doesn't touch my soul. Now I do exactly what I feel like, with respect, I earn well and I'm happy with the projects I'm doing,' she said. Over a career spanning more than four decades in Hindi films, television, and theatre, she has appeared in projects including King Uncle, Khalnayak, Dillagi, Kyaa Kool Hai Hum, and Golmaal Returns. Her account is a rare, unfiltered look at how financial desperation shapes creative choices in an industry that rarely discusses it openly.